 Why do we find it so hard to let go? Why do we have such difficulty accepting the inevitable, dealing with what's right in front of us? Why can't we get over something we can do nothing to change? I guess we all just hope too much, hope for the best, hope that he's still holding on when the truth is he's long gone. There's a fine line between faith and naivety. Sometimes we're too in love to see that line and so blindly cross it.  I suffer in silence. I don’t cry in front of people. I can smile despite how bad things are. I will always put you before me. I leave my phone on at night just in case someone needs me. It’s because I love everyone else more than I could ever love myself. What can I say, I’m just a screw up with a good heart.  Change is a funny thing. We’re never quite sure what we’re becoming, or why. Then, one day we look at ourselves and wonder who we are and how we got there.  i miss last year. when times were easy and carefree. i miss the way we were somewhat friends. i miss the way you used to look at me; joke with me; make fun of me. i miss the way i felt the butterflies every time i saw you look at me, & believe me, that was a lot of butterflies; so many many obvious butterflies. i miss the way you said my name; through all your nicknames, when you pretended to scold me, and when you just called my name & stared. i miss the way being near you just made everything seem so right. at peace; serene. i miss the way everyone saw us together; wanted us together; told me were meant for each other. i miss the way i believed them. i miss the way i fell for you; hard. i fell so hard. i miss the way that when i looked at you, your eyes lit up and you smiled; really smiled. at me. i miss the way you would make fun of me, & i would make fun of you; the way you acted all pissed, & then started talking to me again like nothing happened. i miss the way being near you made me feel breathless; made my heart pound; made me feel happy. i miss the way things were between me & you. i miss you.  I've had millions of crushes. In fact, every attractive boy I've gravitated towards, I wasted my mind on for a minute or two. But you, you were the only one I wasted hours, days, and years on.  A mistake is only really a mistake if you don't learn from it - Miley Cyrus  I find it really hard to accept that some things in life will never go back to the way it used to be, and all I can do is think about it all the time, wishing I could relive it. When I close my eyes, I think about all the good times we had, but it's all in the past and I can never get it back. I loved those days and I miss them so much. It hurts to know that those memories will always stay in my mind no matter what I do, but I know it's impossible to go back  In life, you're the author of your own book. Writing in pen doesn't come out so easily. When you make a mistake, you can't just erase it and pretend as if nothing happened. You can always try to cover it up with white out, but it's still there. Just turn the page over and have a fresh start, but remember your mistakes from before. This is the time to make things right  Lightning doesn't often strike the same place twice. It's a once in a lifetime thing, even if it feels like the shock is coming over and over again. Eventually the pain will go away, the shock will wear off, and you start to heal yourself, to recover from something you never saw coming. But sometimes the odds are in your favor. If you're in the right place at just the right time, you can take a hell of a hit and still have a shot of surviving  Sometimes you meet somebody and you know that whatever you did before, it must have been right. Nothing could've been too bad or gone too far wrong because it led you to this person. You're that person.  A lot of people hate you right now, sorry to break it to you, and there's nothing you can do about it. I'm sure there are a fair few people you dislike too, or maybe you just don't talk to them because they irritate you. If you got to know them and realised that you have little in common then by all means continue on down your little road, but don't judge them on the first encounter; a person can have so much more going on that you can even begin to comprehend.  Stop talking about love. Every asshole in the world says he loves somebody. It means nothing. What you feel only matters to you. It's what you do to the people you say you love. That's the only thing that matters. It's the only thing that counts.  Well, your eyes are puffy. Which, from experience, screams textbook crying eyes. You have your hair up, you're probably not planning on impressing any boys today. I'd say you're nursing a hell of a broken heart. And not the school girl crush kind. You're dealing with the real thing.  The truth is, history repeated itself on a daily basis; mistakes were made over and over. People were haunted by what they had done, and by what they didn't have time to do  So, please, just be patient. I'm so afraid to care about someone. I know it seems like I'm this strong girl who can get through anything, but inside I'm very fragile. I've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I'm afraid of is shattering.  i enjoy the simple things in life, like going out to lunch with my mom and drinking my starbucks coffee. i love grocery shopping and buying trashy magazines at the checkout. i don’t want to get involved with someone who can hurt me. i don’t want to care about someone. i don’t want to have to worry…to hurt. i just want to keep enjoying the simple things in life. i know that is no way to live, but right now that’s the best i got, because being hurt is no way to live either.  i remember every word you said, okay? i'm not naive and i'm not stupid. i've been broken before. i can deal with it. i'm not scared of moving on with my life. what i'm scared of is that i'll realize somewhere along the road that you were my life.  Even when your heart is breaking, you should smile. And some may think that it's bad to hide your feelings, but I think that pain should only be felt for a short amount of time. Happiness should out number it every day, every way.  I don't want a perfect relationship. I just want someone who I can act silly with, someone who treats me well and loves being with me. Dear Guys, we really love it when you share your feelings. It doesn't make you any less of a man, in fact, it makes you even more attractive. Sincerely, girls everywhere. Life stops when you stop dreaming, hope ends when you stop believing, love ends when you stop caring, and friendship ends when you stop sharing. Life is much like the ocean the deeper you go the more pressure there is upon you, there will forever be times were we simply need to come up for air and release that pressure. I wanna believe that you're this perfect guy and everything you seem to be is true. But when I look at you, really look at you, I can tell that I'm just barely scratching the surface. You're that book, with the pretty cover, the one that I just can't wait to to get into. But you should never judge a book by it's cover, because now that I've read far enough into you that I just can't put you down, there will be a twist... and everything will change... and by the last page... I'll be heartbroken. When you make a mistake, don't look back at it long. Take the reason of the thing into your mind, and then look forward. Mistakes are lessons of wisdom. The past cannot be changed. The future is yet in your power. |